Sam (fender_qt) wrote,
Sam
fender_qt

You all know what has happened to me in the last few days.
So, there's no point in announcing it.
I never thought I would take it so hard.
I haven't eaten or slept in 3 days and I am deteriorating.
It seems like he is a different person.
Never in my life, would I have imagined him to turn out the way he did.
I feel like there's no point in living.

I never thought a song would be SO perfect for my emotions.
But every single last word to this song describes how I am feeling.
I still love him.
And I will always will.
I pray that he misses me as much as I miss him.
I want him back.
Please God, I don't ask for much.. how about just answering my prayer, this one time?


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
and just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you every where I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret, but I know

If I could do it over
I would trade, give away, all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken
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